Dec 10 2008
2 visits today
Kirsty’s parents came to visit today, and took with them 99% of our things. Makes our life (and our flat) so much easier to manage. We did coffee and a bit of shopping. Kirsty had to smoke as not to give the game away. I know she is finding it alot harder now. I am so proud of her for doing so well! Not much else to report on that. was a good time all round really.
I got woke up at around 8 this morning by Kirsty taking pain killers.
Period pain killers.
Even through my half asleep eyes i could see she was distraught. Barely able to tell me that she had come on. After lots of cuddles i turned over. I fell back to sleep with tears in my eyes.
I woke up a few hours later. Tears still flowing.
How is this so hard? Teenagers, Drunken one night stands all lead to the hundreds. No. Thousands, of abortions daily. I know this all to well. I was a stupid teenager once. (yes i wasnt always gay!) That choice i made, i regret daily now.
Karma?
Maybe.
