Nov 29 2008
Mistakes & intentions
I can see how my last post may have been construed. I can see why I have hurt my wife by my words. She congratulated me on the honesty of it, with pure and utter hurt in her eyes. I cant look into them. I cant explain why i wrote those things. I was just writing, i wasnt thinking. I know that i should be in the same room as her right now. I know i should be kissing her feet. But i cant be in the same room as someone whom i have hurt so badly by something i had writen, something i was just getting on off my chest. I did not intend to hurt her. I did not intend to make her out like a controlling bitch. My only intention was getting lots of things off my chest all at once. Now i see that i have made a terrible mistake by trying to unburden myself.
I have absolutely no idea where to go from here. I fear that in the future i will be too honest in my posts and hurt her again. I would never intentionally hurt my wife. She is far to precious.
The regretful wife x






