LezWife

Hi all! How are you today?

Last night i did something i havent done in a really long time.

Last night i prayed!

I prayed to God for three things.

I prayed that my wife would be okay and kept safe from harm during and after the operation. I have a deep fear that she wont wake up. I hate that i am not going to be able to talk to her, that i have to hand her care over to doctors. Helplessness at its most bitterest.

I prayed that we would have a family, the family we so desire and crave.

I prayed i would get the job.

Now i know the last may seem fickle, but i hate not working and all i want is to be able to provide for my family and my future family.

I apologised for all the things i have done in the past and i asked for forgiveness.

Is this not a sign of desperation? A lesbian asking God for help?

The Wife x

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