Nov 04 2008
What a roller coaster!
The past couple of days have left me breathless! We started off looking at “toys” and brought a new one :-D. I’l let you know how it goes when it arrives. It’s not like were scared of going into sex shops, just we have much more fun looking at all the various different ones (and different prices i may add!) on our own. It allows us to show our fantasy side without the embarrasment.
Later that night we had a very intense moment where i nearly ended up in tears because my wife wouldn’t curb my craving for her. I have an extremely high sex drive, and when things get stressful, i need to more. I find it hard to express how i feel. With sex i dont find it hard. Her sex drive has dropped even lower and its killing me.
Then there was yesterday. We had an amazing day in bed, laying around watching TV. The next thing i know is were having this blazing row and now theres a huge crack on the left of our bedroom door and the frame is a bit wobbly.
god i wish we could sort this out! how on earth are we even thinking about the kid thing if things are this explosive!
Im getting tired of pleading kirst to go see a doctor. Its wearing me down so much i can feel it.
The Wife x






